Ratu Junaidah's Life

Im lost.

2012-02-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

I will always be there for you like Spongebob Squarepants.

Will you?

I doubt so. I guess you only care for her. Just go to her laa. I want to go, you don't let me. What do you want from me? Can you like tell me? haiz. Just fuck off from my life can? Aku sayang kau tapi kau tak sayang aku. Buat ape kan. Haiz. What a complicated life I have.:/

It's either me or her. CHOOSE!

bye peeps. :|

You made my day

2012-02-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

Iankiddo <3

Thank you for making my day syg. (:

Seeing that one person, even if it's for a short period of time but it still manage to make your day.♥

Sad

2012-01-28T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hello. Haiss Im very sad. Need someone to talk to. But I have no one to talk to. I don't know if Aryl still loves me. There is this girl (Fb name start with R) who keeps wall post aryl. I dunno if they wall to wall or not. Macam sweet pulak tu her wall post on his wall. The thing is that day Aryl said he loves me then he said the second song of his band is for me. One of his status is "R <3". I dunno if it's for me or for her. He said it's for me but I dunno if I should believe him or not. His profile picture, he tag her. Why must tag her? Haiz. Now he deactivate his facebook account already. Actually I dunno he blocked me or deactivate. Haiz nevermind. Valentines Day alone again. Every year the same thing. Ciao. Sadgirl is feeling like crying. :'(

Hmmm

2012-01-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

I love taking pictures. So yeahh take pictures with me kay?

I would love to keep it as our memories. (:

Chris Rene rocks! \m/

I am confused right now. You made a song for me but you seem to be playing with my feelings. I hate it when there's someone else who like you too. I hate competition. If you don't like me, just be straightforward with me. If you like her, be straightforward with me too. Im okay dude. (:

I am all alone now.:( Told my friends about it. They told me at the end of the day, I am the one who have to make a decision whether to give up or not. Need more advice. Ahhhhh! Haiz, end it here laa. I don't want to stress myself.

With lots of love,

Junette

(:

2012-01-21T18:46:00.000+08:00

With lots of love,

Ratu Junaidah <3

SUPER MEGA water fountain!

2012-01-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Random (:

2012-01-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

Aryl Alyshia <3

Handsome tak die?

Handsome kan? hehe.:P

That's me, Junaidah!;)

I love editing photos uh.

Best uh edit photos.(:

Had sushi for breakfast today.

Made it with my beloved siblings.<3

Yuuummmm! ;)
Jangan jealous kay.

Lots of love,

Ratu Junaidah (:

Nobody's perfect

2012-01-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

Amaciam? Style?-.-

Oh my oh my! My nephew, Niyaz, admitted in hospital.

Asthma uh. What a sad life!

Last year pneumonia. Now asthma pulak.

STAY STRONG BOY! :D

Get well soon Niyaz. :D

Adik Niyaz, Mayesa, waiting for you at home.

Come back faster k boy.

Our house is too silent without you.:/

Don't worry, we'll visit you tmr.

Hell yeahh. Another two songs mastered.

Insyallah nak cover.

Kalau bagus upload kat facebook.

Kalau tak bagus, LUPERKAN SAJE!

Tak semestinye orang ade tattoo means they are bad.

I text with you, I can tell you're a good guy.

At least you know it's time to change. (:

Betul kankankan sick boy?

There's a quote, "Nobody's perfect"

Haha yeahhh, im not perfect too, just like you. (:

Yang sudah tu sudah.(:

Haha, dah cukup sampai di sini.

Alamak satu hari try update smue dalam melayu.

Boleh tak?

Haha goodnights people. (:

TGIF!

2012-01-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

Finally it's FRIDAY!

Phew! Such a tiring week.

Got back all term test back.

I PASSSSSSSS MY BIOCHEM!

Oops I just proved Dr Raja wrong. :D

I can pass BioChem if I study hard.

Basically I passed everything!

Haha yeahh, continue like this and

i can maintain my GPA; 3.38.

Never contact that asshole for one month already.

See I told you. I can live without you.:P

You don't want to be my friend then nvm.

I just made one new friend, Aryl. (:

Nice guy. He sings well.

Sick boy, get well soon. (:

*Hujan bawa airmataku Yang mengalir membasuh lukaku ~*

Alamak Junette oh Junette,

don't sing laa. Nanti hujan turun.:P

Kay dah laa. Malas nak post panjang2.

Signing off,

Ratu Junette <3

Happy New Year!

2012-01-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

Wohoo finally it's 2012!

Hopefully 2012 will be a better year for me.(:

To Ian, it's fine if you don't want to be my friend.

I will try to understand you one day.

Hopefully 2012 wll be a much much more better year for you too.

Cari girlfriend laa. haha! k lol.

Kay, tomorrow schooling. Yeahhh. \m/

Tak sabar babe. <3

Kay laa till here. Want to sleep. (:

GOODNIGHTS DUDES & BABES!

With lots of love,

Ratu Junette <3

Back

2011-12-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥

Too bad I don't think I am still in your mind. Used to be but not anymore.

For You

2011-12-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

Something for you :

" 3 words for you , 8 letters for you, Go to Hell. (: "

Baby? What's the point of calling someone baby when actually your heart is for some other freaking girl. Just go to that freaking girl laa and stop hurting my feelings. Please I beg you. I had enough of all this nonsense. I waited for you to text me but seem like you have someone else to text with. Nevermind, I know where I stand now. At least that's much better than getting hurt more further. I hate you! I freaking hate you! I freaking freaking hate you ian! :'(

Yours Sincerely,

Ratu Junaidah

2011-12-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

I hate myself!

Hurt

2011-12-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

Heyy .

Have not been updating my blog for a long time.

Busy with school stuffs.(:

Let me tell you about this girl, Junaidah.

She is a girl who wants to fulfil her dreams.

She loves playing guitar.(:

She loves a guy named Adrian.<3

She is a girl who would smile even when she is feeling down.

She would do anything to make him hers.

But unfortunately, this guy loves another girl.

Haix, sad life she has.):

She wants you!

She needs you!

I hope you will read this one day.(:

Yours sincerely,

Ratu Junette <3

How?

2011-12-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

(:

2011-12-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

Ratu Junette ♥

Let's make it simple.

I want a boy who would be my best friend & would never break my heart.

Is it possible ?

Why be in a relationship when you can be single and enjoy your freedom.(:

That's why I have ttm. hehe.♥

Sincerely,

♥ Ratu Junette ♥

Glee Cast - Get It Right (Glee Cast Version)

2011-11-26T03:36:00.000+08:00

Love this song.

How many times will it take to get it right? ~

Engine Oi!!

2011-11-26T02:53:00.001+08:00

Engine Oi ~

Engine power laa.

We beat Ngee Ann Poly. :D

Haha, Broke two records.

And by the way,

Happy 20th birthday to Engineering School of Temasek Polytechnic ~

Anyways, thanks to my Mr NS men,

I had another awesome day on Thursday.

Thank you very much.

Never fail to make me smile. :D

Hehe anyways thanks. Meet up soon again. <3

With lots of love,

Junaidah<3

Random

2011-11-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

If the next guy who I love leave me, I will try not to cry.:)

Eveything happens for a reason.:)

Haha! Remind me of someone.:)

Random Post

2011-11-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Walk and dance in the rain. <3

Never ever.

Err, I love you. <3

Haha!

Will you ?

2011-11-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

Will you grow old with me?

I am so tired of finding myself a boyfriend.

I think maybe I should concentrate on my studies first.

If there is a guy who wants me, I will get to know him well first.

I don't think there is guy who wants me. -.-

Hopefully my next boyfriend will be my last boyfriend.

The one who will ask me;

"Will you marry me?"

Haha, when will I get to hear that?

*Wonders*

Yours Sincerely,

Ratu Junaidah <3

CCN Day

2011-11-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

HeyHey!:)

CCN Day was awesome! We made a lot of profit.

Who is the best? OF COURSE 03.\m/

By 4pm everything sold already.

Sold hotdogs, roses, drinks and cookies.

G - double O - D - J - O - B ! Good Job! (Y)

We did it great job eventhough our class is not as bonded as the other class.

We're much more better than the other class.LOL!

Yours Sincerely,

Ratu Junaidah <3

:D

2011-11-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

Hello! It's been a tiring week this week. Didn't revise my studies that much. Was too exhausted that when I reached home, I slept for 3hours. Okay I met danny on monday. Another awesome day with him.:) Of course awesome laa, kate AWESOME junaidah.<3 Happy to meet him again. Like hell yeah!:) I get to hug him this time. HELL YEAH!:D The next day(tuesday), he went outfield AGAIN. Ouh nvm. Kate tgh serving NS pe. NS men. haha! But nvm, he is BACK nowww! Yeah, I miss him so much. I want a hug again.:P hehe. plss? Cukup sampai di sini saja. Saya penat. Haha! Nights. <3

Yours Sincerely,

AWESOME Junaidah

LOVE

2011-11-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

Nights

2011-11-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hello! Ola! Hie!

It's monday! Arghh.:( MONDAY BLUES!

Hate monday the most but nvm because I can't do anything

Kay I want to go to sleep. LOL! Sleepy uh. :)

I know such a short post.

Next time laa, I update again. :)

Goodnights! <3

#Imissyousomuch

Signing off,

Ratu Junaidah <3

#GemukGirls

2011-11-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

Gemuk Girls was AWESOME!

New GREEN earpiece! \m/

Thanks Kak Su for the theatre performance and also the earpiece.

Love you all people. <3

#Gemuk girls are fierce, Gemuk girls don't shed s tear ~

Ciao! Chalo! Let's Go! :)

Sincerely,

Ratu Junaidah <3

Sanotri - Penggantiku (Unofficial MTV)

2011-11-12T08:36:00.000+08:00

Support local band. <3

Haha!

2011-11-12T08:19:00.002+08:00

My life :)

2011-11-09T17:14:00.000+08:00

HeyHey! :)

Camp was superb fun laa babe but sadly I didn't stay overnight.

But nvm there's more i guess.

And btw the shirt design is HORRIBLE.

I wonder who is the designer. Pfft.

Let me design kay next time. haha!

Hari Raya Haji did nothing much.

Stayed at home in the afternoon.

And my family and I went to watch 23:59 at night.

It is a horror + comedy + sad movie.

Mark Lee is in the movie. What do you expect?

Of course there will be comedy. :)

So yeah that's all for my Hari Raya Haji day.

Monday, did nothing much too.

Bath, eat, sleep and study.

At night, webby with danny. :D

He is obsessed with angry birds. :)

Enjoyed webby with you.:)

One day we webby again kay ? :)

Yesterday (08112011), I met someone. :D

Yeah I met that guy below. Haha!

He is Danny! Danny! Danny!

Kay he is a fun guy to be with. :)

Kalau tak busy, we meet again and chill. :)

Awww, you off to outfield. :(

Sad, no one to text with and to make me smile. :)

Nvm, bear with it for two days only. :)

Done! Ciao! Bye!

Signing off,

Ratu Junaidah

Guitar

2011-11-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

HeyHey !! Tomorrow is a schooling day and here I am, updating my blog. I should be on my bed by now. Pfft. :/ Fed up with myself uh. Was studying just now and I spent 30mins on 1 question. So I decided to go to the next question but I also don't know how to do the next question. Pftt. I am so stupid. Hmmm.

Dah give up kan, ape lagi main guitar uh. Guitar is my bestfriend. My bestest bestfriend.:) Know how to play new song. Ouh yeah. \m/ Improving day by day. I know how to strum already. haha yeah. Best jugak spend time with mthe guitar. haha! We meet tomorrow again kay guitar.

Haiss tomorrow need to wake up early. Arhh. Lesson starts at 8AM! sian! FML.

Kay laa. bye uh people.

Junaidah is AWESOME!

2011-11-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

Credits to my BELOVED cousin who edited this for me. :)

SickAndTired

2011-11-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

Life has NEVER been fair.

In life, there are ups and downs.

We are trying to make friends with you guys by making the first move but you seem to be avoiding us. Especially you JOEL. You said this is primary school thing ? Dude do you even know my name? I guess NO! I know you guys are SMART people and you have no time to hang out with people like us. Pfft! Damn so pissed with you guys. You guys can eat my shit. HAHA!

Signing off,
AWESOME Junaidah! ;)

#Hard

2011-10-29T16:28:00.002+08:00

So true! :)

School -.-

2011-10-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

Kay tomorrow start schooling. -.- Year 1 Semester 2. I seriously hate my new timetable. School ends so late. What a timetable to start the week. Monday school from 9am to 7pm. Pfft. :/ I have to cope with this for one semester. Ouh damn. Okay to everyone, happy schooling and working! :)

Signing off,
Ratu Junaidah <3

Disappointed

2011-10-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

I am so upset now but I am trying to put a smile on my face no matter what. It is really hard for me. You make use of me. How do you expect me to accept that? Pfft. :/

4 things :
1) I once chat with you after I added you at facebook. You told me you changed your number. I was like "So? You won't even text or call me if you have my number." So yeah the conversation ended there. Three weeks later, you inbox me at facebook. You gave me your number and asked me to text you. So yeah I text you because I think it's not wrong to text with you. And afterall you're my ex ttm.We texted each other all day and the next day we met and had fun. Yeah I can still remember. It was on the 10th of Oct. When I was with you at that time, i flashback to the first time we met. Memories. :') So yeah the following day we text but after that you never text me anymore. Sad. I planned to text you but looking at your status, I know you're in love with another girl. But i know you're not ready to be in a relatonship. I know him so well. Dude, next time don't give me your number. Or should I say I should not have texted you? Hmmm. Do you know that you made me think back of our old memories. YOU ARE USING ME! :( You text me only when you're bored. That is really sad.

2) Amine legend. You told me you like me. But why must you leave me? Mengapa kau pergi, mengapa kau pergi,disaat aku mula mencintaimu. Last time I ended our ttm relationship because you are too busy with ns and im too busy with school. Hmmm. But then when we start to contact each other, you said you still like me. And yeah I still like you. At first, I just wanted us to be friends but you said we have feeling for each other and we can't ignore that. So yeah I gave it another try. So yeah we were ttm but it was only for one week. After one week, you wanted to end it. WHY? pfft. And after that we never contact and you blocked me at facebook. Haiss.

3) Faris oh faris .. You another guy. All I asked for was to be friends and stay in contact. When I chat with you, you never reply me. Pfft. :\ What must I do? Haiss.

4) Another guy. My ex. Faris's friends. Amir. You have the cheek to ask me if I can lend you some money. Can but in your dreams laa eh.You think i am rich? You think money grow from trees? FU! Don't appear in my life again. I am trying to forget that you even exist in my life. Just go away.

Being single is better but thinking of all my past hurts alot. I just need some time alone. All I need is myself, me and I. Such a long post but at least I feel better after posting all this stuff. :)

#Life

2011-10-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

Phew! What a boring day. Kay I just recover from fever. Ouh damn. Few days back, I shared my problems with you. It was all fine at the beginning but after that you said "You are not the only one with problems." Haix i know that. Pfft. But nvm. I know you are in love with another girl and you're hoping she will give you the second chance. I hope nothing but the best for you. Hopefully the girl will give you the second chance because i know you deserve the second chance. ;DD

Woo ~ 21 days single. Alaa baru twenty-one. But nvm I'll show you guys that I can stay single for long. Even if I am in love with a guy and that guy loves me back, I won't be in a relationship because I think it's better if we know each other better first. "We don't need to be in a relationship to show how much we love each other." :) True ? Haha yeah.

#Pfft.bored

2011-10-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

#TotallyRandom

2011-10-14T03:10:00.001+08:00

LMFAO !

101011

2011-10-14T02:59:00.000+08:00

10.10.2011 :D
Yeah I met with you. Kay, I was shocked that you gave me your new number and you want to meet me even after you said I am irritating, Haha! :) Nevertheless, I am really happy to see you. :) OMG! Same place. Same situation. And you were sick too. It totally reminds me of our past when we were together as ttm. :') I miss those times. Can I have my past again? haha! Joking only.
So yeah, thanks a lot. I had fun with you. And I know you had fun too. Duh obviously. Felt better after that. I really hope we could meet again. hehe. ;) Im trying to change to a better girl. Don't want you to call me IRRITATING girl anymore. :)
You know what, "You smile, I smile. Because I am in love with your smile" haha yeah. I don't care what you call me. You can call me crazy or cacat or whatever. But what I know is I am in love with your cute smile when I first knew you. :)

13102011 :D

2011-10-14T02:36:00.001+08:00

It's my beloved sister birthday. ;)

You know what, let the pictures tell you guys how was it. ;)

Birthday girl! :D

That's all. To my dearest sister, happy 25th birthday. I am glad to have sister like you. Good role model to all of your younger siblings. Stay happy, sweet and pretty always. May Allah bless you. I will always love you. And btw, thanks for treating me all this while. One day, when I have money, I'll treat you. :D Lastly, I hope you had an awesome day just now.

With lots of love,

Ratu Junette ;)

Dadali - Disaat Aku Mencintaimu

2011-10-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

Aku inginkan dirimu ...

Haix

2011-10-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

*Technically, I'm single. Emotionally, I'm completely taken because in my mind, I will always be yours.
*You took my heart, tore it to pieces and yet I still manage to still love you. If only you knew.

*The saddest thing in the world is watching the person you love walk away. :(

Maddi Jane - Breakeven (Falling to Pieces) by The Script

2011-10-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

Love hurts alot. :'(

#Mistakes

2011-10-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

I made a mistake AGAIN today. Hate myself for being SOOO stupid. FML! Stupid mistakes cause heartbreaks eventhough you and that person are just friends. Don't walk into someone life if you plan to leave their life one day. It cause heartbreak because it only shows that I am not a good friend to you. Am I right? Does mistakes make us stronger? Hell no! I gave up on love. Being single and alone is the best I guess. I shall wait for the right man to come into my life and never leave me. Looking forward to that day.

Sometimes

2011-09-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

Look Forward

2011-09-20T17:16:00.001+08:00

My journey in my life is still a long way to go. I still have lots of stuff to do. And I need to start looking forward. :)

Life is short. So live it with no regrets. :)

Looking forward to my graduation day. hehe. Still a long way to go. :)

Always

2011-09-20T13:16:00.002+08:00

J for Junaidah

2011-09-20T12:50:00.000+08:00

With You

2011-09-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

Tsamina Solo

2011-09-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

A video of my family. Have fun watching. :)

Johnny English Reborn

2011-09-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

Two thumbs for Johnny English Reborn! :)

Laugh at the face of danger! haha! :)

Confused

2011-09-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

I am confused right now. Give time to think kay people?

#You

2011-09-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

Haha yeah! \m/

#Donotignoreme

2011-09-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

Please don't ignore me. :)

#Happyme

2011-09-13T15:21:00.000+08:00

I don't know. :/

Yeap so true.

I shall forget about our past, move on with my life and be who I am. :D

#Istillloveyou

2011-09-12T07:27:00.000+08:00

I want you to get out of my life so that I can forget you BUT

I still love you and wish I could hold your hands again. :'(

Heartbreak

2011-09-11T09:07:00.000+08:00

Why am I so stupid? Why did I asked you that question? Why why why?? :'( Please don't leave me. I love you very much. But if our relationship is leading towards a break up, i'll try to accept the fact and move on. It will hurt alot but ... Haix. Having regrets now.:( I need to change.

I HATE MYSELF! :(

Love

2011-09-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

- You never notice you love someone until you find yourself daydreaming and smiling to yourself. :)

- I love how the simple things you do make me feel loved. :)

-Love me or hate me.:)

-You did the impossible. You made me love you more.:)

Girls rule!

2011-09-09T12:49:00.000+08:00

2011-09-09T12:45:00.000+08:00

* Be happy. Smile always.

Hello!

2011-09-09T12:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MYSELF! <3